Tuesday, June 28, 2011


With impassioned desire and an unfathomable ache, I wait for you.
How long must I suffer? I close my eyes and at last I feel your touch.
Gentle at first, your hands everywhere upon my bare flesh as I give myself unreservedly to you.

I recall the innocent pleasure of your mouth upon mine; as I become lost again in the solace of your momentary abandon. Your mouth is on fire, tearing me apart and filling my very soul with searing flames I cannot extinguish. I pine for you, willing to sacrifice the essence of my being for that one unrestrained touch as your devotion envelops me, soothing my distress. 
I miss you.

Tonight my love, you will come to me again; for when I close my eyes, you are mine. I have chained myself to the faith of our never-ending desire. Unable to stop the deluge of thoughts you have created within me; You are my insatiable desire. I will wait and I will endure, I must because it is all that I have left of you. And yet, I will awaken once more, alone in my bed; tasting the sweetness of your love on my lips.

These are the thoughts I have of you night and day; thoughts that are ripping me apart. Chipping away at my sanity. I cannot escape them, it has become who I am. Waiting, always waiting for you. 
As long as it takes.

©2011 Garden Summerland

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Cruel Dreams

I felt you last night.
Your bare skin against mine, your hands searching my body;
Accepting your release as I surrendered my soul to you.
Once again your lips ravaging every inch of me;
an insurmountable desire coursing through your veins.
This unstoppable need that devours your will;
A need only satiated within the sanctuary of my devotion.

You came to me;
Alone and wanting.
Endless pleasures awaiting you;
Ones you will not, and cannot deny any longer.
You feel my intense passion raging inside your heart;
I am a relentless hunger, burning into you.

You felt me last night.
My naked skin against yours, my hands searching your body.
You have surrendered your soul to my wants, to satisfy my every desire;
As you revel in the transcendent ecstasy of my touch,
and the slow tender kisses that set the very essence of your being on fire.

My dreams have brought you to me, and then taken you away.
I have endured lifetimes across miles of time and space;
Only to suffer again, as I am left waiting for you.
Forever; for you.
Always you. 

©2011 Garden Summerland

Friday, June 10, 2011


He was playing games with her, and she didn't like being toyed with.
It hurt her. And made her cry. But she couldn't stay away from him. He possessed her.

He wasn't naïve. He knew he was playing with her emotions. Baiting her mind, throwing her bits and pieces of his attention and then taking them away for days and days. It was cruel.

But he was cruel. And he enjoyed it; the way she lived her life tortured day and night, waiting. Waiting for the brilliant poetic verse that flowed from his lips. His lips that drove her mad with desire. She dreamed of kissing him; tasting him, licking his skin.
Every night.

Then without warning, he would come to her; and night after night he was in her bed. Exhausting her body, and dominating her mind until she was completely consumed by his savage lust.
He was divine. Unlike anything she had ever known. And then he was gone. Disappearing for days on end. Until he wanted her.

She became frantic for him. And just when she had given up hope, he would come to her again, gracing her with his god like presence. Soothing her and satisfying desires she never realized she had.
She worshiped him and he used her. But she didn't care. It gave her endless pleasure to serve him. It was all that she craved; just to see him smile.
And smile he did. 

©2011 Garden Summerland 

Monday, June 6, 2011


I cannot get your memory out of my head.
The harder I try, the deeper you become embedded into my heart.
My tears flow easily as I question what I have done to make you go away.
You never even gave me a chance.

Never a chance to show you what was inside my heart.
Dare I say it?
No not ever.
And now you have gone away. You will never know.

With every tear I cry, a little more of my love is lost on you.
I wish I were with you now;
Stroking your hair and lying with you on your bed.
Laying my head against your chest,
And listening to your heart beat.

Instead, I cry; because I know that will never happen.
We are in two different worlds that will never meet.
My only solace is that you never knew how I felt.
You were spared the burden of my imagined passions;
And now you are gone.

You shattered me into little tiny pieces;
Blind to the truth that rips my heart into shreds.
I still cry for you every night;
Futile cries in the dark, because you can never be mine.

I grieve for you now in poetic verse,
my words falling upon deaf ears;
Because you are gone.
©2011 Garden Summerland